They gave evil, they became reactionists and I risk wars. In Norway USA Greece if a crime is done to you it is not always criminal to react but depends on the scene. If they had not been there I would not have done this. So they did it. I saw in telepathy.... Click here to read the article	Images of detached nothing scenes to download Some images you can download for free about detached nothing states and scenes with some text on them about what was going on in such scenes, from all around the world and all different themes.. Click here to read the article
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I was not holkapolka.com and not philosophyma.com and neither the other sites same as that as that was another. I was just sleeping then. All great words and images were lies.I am nothing and I choose in root to not be, I am little clean little free so I wasnt and am not bound by laws of opposite, I was always much nothing without much duality, I always in this life detach with first tobacco then coffee and then alcohol. Nothing is nothing, not ruler or anything. It is free and relax. Suicide is good. What we experience except of the nothing is hell anxiety and anger and it was all shit & problems. I know very little words and sometimes I say lies I dont want to say. I am white sugar thin corn, my mother took this from me. The Buddha spoke of Nirvana that is a state of non being, by attaining such state bliss and all great comes.. Buddha said that suicide is blameworthy if one takes up another birth, but suicide of one who has attained nirvāṇa is blameless. I saw Krishna as a blue baby crying when I once spitted on a butcher store and one time I saw Jesus saying to my father to not bully as well saw him in the church and once during night, all this in Crete. They were lawed by sand who was the aware devil dancing in cramps and trying to send me to hell jail for 1000 years cause of the sands cramping in dance them sending the cramp hell to me. In the Bible, it says it was better when darkness wasn't mixed with light, and Jesus said if the devil has come in, implying a need to stop. So through this, Christianity would support suicide. Also the idea of an earlier pure life before the fallen Lucifer is no longer a pure yes but is mixed. "Let a yes be a yes and a no a no" but now with the mix the yes is mixed so christianity does somehow allow suicide without saying it. In religion it is believed we had pure life before the unity with this world and so we end up as living smelling shit something not worthy it as well bound by this world.. When it comes to science sleep is defined as something good and suicide is just like sleep so should be defined as "positive". In politics who deal with crime were people either have anxiety and become violent or diseases or that leads them to take drugs causing again violence and crime, suicide for those sufferers would benefit the society and themselves too. In the health sector instead of paying billions to heal some parts of the diseases of the patients but not totally and so prolong their suffering we could assist them with suicide so that not only their suffering is removed but also the massive cost of short term healing that has less value. In Krishna conciousness children are not made cause "it is something natural to do" but only for spiritual cultivation decreasing thereby births and christianity has said to not be of this world were sex is part of it. In psychiatry they say mania is a sickness but intelligence is yes no choosing, when confusion in psychosis is seen as sickness and mania is the much up then the healing is suicide, a no focus of interest. Manos Sfirakis in family in Greece wakes me up in mania, and some say Gregar is God and so make him planet but it is lies and he is not God and as he was my grandfather we are one and I too become the planet that sometimes is aware. Also one being boss to me 2025 years ago til a bit now mostly is aware bound. Kristian Hynne was the one contacting Krishna seing images and sending vibes and energies. He lives in Lunde Norway. Some are psychotic manic and take all energies from others serious.

I have indirectly caused suicide allowed laws cause the sand believes in lies that I was God but the sand was the ruler and this means I have and will remove much pain from people suffering causing them to legally and easier die. Worked on this since 2018. The key to a better life is to die know there are problems and die and do what you want to.

I dont normally give laws and the money interest and such came mostly from 1999 with the cannabis from a devil ghost man who came in my brother and I didnt choose. Sometimes I wasnt allowed to speak the truth to others. From before it was a lot of lies and gamble luck, didnt always show who was more detached than the other. Even a bit detached it can dualify without wanting to to aware problem self and send out whatever in and out without wanting to or something can believe you are aware without wanting to and make you or your within can even dualify your interest of detach and suicide.. So it was a lot of yes no no yes.. Knowledge and knowing things doesnt matter cause it is just lies and pain and whatever self state it is. I have since 2018 December were I tried to suicide gotten a more relax state and better condition. The pain with alcohol was Paal G. Susanne nurse and Martin nurse who gave me peratzin causing belly disease and also from start of drinking it was norwegian grandmother who didnt eat healthy food. The unity is greek grandfather, the cannabis given as well and I have nothing to do with the cannabis periode from 2000 til 2018 as that wasnt me as I was given it and neither do I take blame for all weird stuff done with alcohol from 1997 til 2019 as I was given alcohol and didnt really chose it. By myself alone I would not have taken cannabis and at least not alcohol so early in my youth. I take responsibility for smoking last 6 years and drinking. The three giving me problems this life is sun, brother John and Gregar who caused the fire of lake curse. Gregar was the anxiety in Saetregata, brother the cannabis weed awakening in 1997 and sun all hell from 2000 years ago til now and norwegian grandmother thinking im Gregar and the sun.

My life of sickness.

All this life I have been sick by others, some of the family members smoked tobacco making me very sick as child first 9 years also cause of them having less good health cause of eating impure food. The sand made me world universe cause they spread their problems to me and they are devils. Then I was bullied somehow and dressed and I became psychotic depressed then bullied by one in my family causing demonic possession and then when finally escaping from all pain I was given cannabis when I was half awake and became schizophrenic. So it started with anxiety, then depression, then compulsive disorder and psychosis then schizophrenia. Then some form of cancer, throat problem and belly disease from 2016 by the tobacco and alcohol they gave me. I did nothing this life til last year and some months extra and even then others still came in.

The self is very much yes no no yes whatever. I am veeeeery little social. All this life they were awake and awoke me in me.. Though writing about others this is this lifes scene, before I dont know what has happend so it isnt so easy to define and though it appears as forms it is much duality.

Me winning against psychiatry nurses in psychiatry, playing detaching card games.

I saw though Jesus once in Crete before going to Norway and he sent bad vibe to protect me from self problems. The norwegian grandmother was aware sense pain and was hurted during such protection cause she was the devil. I saw him in white clothing. I once in Crete found water energy unseen and it calmed me all down. I believe Jesus spoke of same and followed me, also about the fallen being picked up to the heavens were I threw a tomato and that boy before that was told by me to go up towards the church were we had plans to throw the tomato. So he followed my peace though I was in hell emotion most of my life by me I was clean and very relaxed without family influence and so Jesus must have gotten a trauma from all the stench of the weed given to me when I prayed and I was very relaxed by his healing. I also saw Jesus once during night were he cause of me and not him gave me relaxed energies similar to sex cause that was the unseen water energy (A similar fruit resembling a red pineapple tree was were he was at before as he came from the right of my view and it was night and he couldnt see clearly) when I was a child during night. That is when the guilt of such came and the tempting. The water fountain was mistakened as a pineapple but was just water. When I finally was sleeping from hell anxiety after 17 years long time of pain, if I would tell it wouldnt have been solved cause we dont solve much and if I dropped out of school before Id be homeless. Then as soon as I drop out of school to finally sleep deep without fear of going to school the other day a person wakes me up and asks me in my confusion if Id like to smoke weed and in my confusion of morning just awoke I say "Yes" without knowing what I did and said and became sick.

I became sent to psychiatry in 2000 til years later.. The one who gave me cannabis came in me told a lie that he/I was Christ but that was to be healed through Christ and I didnt believe that I was Jesus just said it in anxiety, thats how I went to a doctor for a check. Thats when I lost my freedom and I was psychotic in terms of "too much senses". They sent me to a drugstore in Crete they thought I was the loung problem of greek grandfather.

Was also a combination of site meditation and me year ago wanting to give image fo detach scenes to my mother and medicine to sleep but realized it goes yes no no yes so I dropped it for a while and they sent me to Notodden psychiatry and I had a good time there.

I have become a little better in self choosing suicide but doesnt work yet in terms of eternity yet (hopefully I will manage it) but has worked little (got more sleep) only and so didnt work always. I have justified myself (I wasnt social this life as I knew of the evil that was) and have nothing to do with any of all evil acts done in this life that appeared was me, though USA doesnt believe in telepathy and neither Norway it is as I saw in Crete truth, as if people dont spread within energies to others, I had contact with 5 and one of them I saw in real life. I have articles explaining how others influenced me in telepathy as well outwards. In USAs society it is allowed sometimes to react but to an extent, depends different. Those who deny me and claim society is better live with panic anxiety and worse as lies of relation cause disease were if one knows in truth who is doing what in telepathy one calms down, also they become more awake instead of sleeping cause their justice is lie so they awake people up when sleep and though suicidals are having better lifestyle condition it is not worth the aware. Also their confusion leads to aware energy of pain. They operate sleeping eyes and call it strabismus so one again becomes focused in anxiety. One becomes judged and sent to jail cause of others telepathy powers causing stench to them. The nurse in Porsgrunn was the sheep mother snake mountain as she telepathized in lies. I smoke tobacco and when once given a joint of cannabis hash gotten from the one of my family by his within powers he became in me a hore. I myself am nothing. I also had intelligence as child, some form of head view scene observation and knowing it is anxiety and hate.

We have suffered so we easily turn to hatred. The within is yes no whatever mostly so is not important and those who suffer with mania meaning aware consume become easily stressed. Sometimes we dont know what we are doing and to control the within is not easy. We have the right to think for ourselves though sometimes we can influence another negative but those who are healthy detach and so dont care of poverty, pain and cold. These words I type to the visitors of this site and as well also those who I have spoken of in this site and offcourse mostly me. It is difficult for us and the within is yes and no and no and yes sometimes. There is anxiety and hate, there are problems and greek language is duality. To know the problem and detach, not go around being happy then cursed then angry. They try to say one thing but end up saying opposite. There are problems and hell. I and others in Europe Scandinavia are close to muslims, Asians, who are very angry people, their jails are horror and violent and fllled with evil. Their jails cut people, rape, degrade, poison with fake food and much more. I had the memory of when we were all in hell when I was a child and there we suffered and cried. I had two in me saying of problems, that they bully me and that its problems though norwegian grandmother was very manic sensitive itcaused pain but it helped me to detach. I eat to remove by eating aware problem awares. It is just luck, choosing detach can attain focus so it is luck, chance game, one can choose void but end up in focus. To not care of the within and out.

How psychiatry doesnt know me at all though I suffer with schizophrenia psychosis as I have problems with distinction of out and in and sometimes I suffer with confusion and lack of defence when others come.

I have drunk 60.000 0.5 beers since 2001 and costed me over 100.000 $ and as alcohol makes you do crazy things it is not so bad as it looks. We have a little freedom and it can work to suicide forever, though takes time and the within is tricky. The weed transformation of my brain that came sometimes was the problem of anger.

Dignitas is a company in Switzerland that assists with suicide. Persons who are wanting to suicide pay a membership fee each year around 80$. Then they, if they choose to end their life, need papers on their diseases or reasons for why they are wanting to do so and they will accept or reject the papers. If they have a mental disorder it is more difficult to get a paper on this as it is very detailed and confusing to know the severity of the disorder. If they have physical illness like cancer it is easier to be accepted. It costs around 10.000 $ for the suicide assist but if they are poor they can apply for free and they evaluate their case. The suicide is done by injecting a liquid in the body or if they choose to to take a pill and it is all over within 15-30 min. The drug they use to the patients is: Sodium pentobarbital. It is on sale here ( https://vcahospitals.com/shop/product/phenobarbital-tablets Reload the page if nothing comes up first) 5-10 mg are needed as lethal dosage and potencial side effects are slow breathing. One needs a prescription as this drug is used by vets for animals as well.

I was nothing. Those who claim a simple 100% great form are not so clever as things are difficult. Cause of the severe anxiety I had 9,4 years in the start of my life with a though still psychotic fear of becoming bullied til the age of 17, the drugs increasing such problems and an incident when me as a child been bound by blasphemea from 5 years old I had relation fears making me unable of social empathy, though difficult to love even without traumas it can work and I have plans to detach others who want so if I manage to become a master of nothing. Starving for one week without water and food causes death, unconciousness and stop of blood circulation for then loss of breathing and heart beating stop. .

Church and christianity is great in 2 teachings, that the path now is difficult and that many will delude you, in some form of fake life great state of this evil world.

During the age of 17 I managed 15 years without eating meat and fish, influenced by a religious book I loved reading very much. I have started making websites since 2019 for the purpose of the user to detach, to bring the users to the nothing energy, I am more selfish though and I dont think about others much sites are made to know the problems of what is and detach, by such the user becomes less aware as is not so focused in his/hers negative condition. I learned sex from others influence and when young I wasnt well function in sex relations so sex wasnt from me.

I take responsability for sex acts done since 01.05.2024. I have justified myself in this site in an article, it is like this: " If a green light sign is there and many cars drive cause of the sign, then a car in front of other cars that is great in slow move as we need to suicide and be slow that yet has to drive if it drives is crashed by a car behind it that follows the green light of to drive. It is then the green light sign that is the problem, not the first driver and the driver behind him doesnt need to follow reality instead to suicide to not be and know there is a car in front of him. So the problem is the green light law sign. Some say green light is not a law but bad driving is illegal and can be defined as illegal if you stop at green light blocking cars behind of you. https://www.quora.com/What-is-the-law-about-blocking-traffic-Is-it-against-the-law-to-block-traffic-If-so-how-can-someone-get-a-ticket-for-blocking-traffic-when-they-are-going-only-slightly-under-the-posted-speed-limit When I became sick I before was confused just got up from sleep was asked if I wanted to smoke and said "OK to smoke weed" so to judge this is kind of excessive.

How I define the prophecy from apostel John of the satan going to jail for 1000 years and then the 3 in pain forever. Boe, (Bo!) The village of horror.

Forfathers ate impure food, red meat eggs, then smoked tobacco and this caused a lot of sickness to me. Mostly the problem was red meat of pigs, causing heat anxiety and dizziness. In the old bible it said "Do not eat of the blood of the animal" and I believe it is the pig blood. "Satan will be sent to jail for 1000 years and then be tormented forever." John. Antichrist and wild beast will be thrown to the lake of fire and all be in hell forever. Then I was blasphemead as bride and I suffered and all this pain was in me and when brother gave weed I prayed to Christ for healing and so Christ sensed same pain and suffered and so the punishment is there. All this hate is caused by anxiety of impure food and tobacco and the bride scene and cannabis and the tobacco and beer from Kristian. "A good person has peace in him." Krishna Jesuss God said I always stressed him. I was haled by Christ and sensed great happiness and heavenly nights. John said of the beast throwing flames from heaven similar to me throwing tomato a red. Of it all smoking tobacco and drinking coffee and beer is less anxiety than food impure eating so Id rather consume such toxics than food and the christianity fasted. Christ must have sensed the hell anxiety when I prayed and becomes a punishment in the lake of fire were children are thrown. After the impurity of forfathers that lasted first 9 years of my life, mother came with her hell anxiety in school then brother with his weed and so I became sick and Christ became too. Also sickness from brother tobacco giving and Kristians beer and tobacco giving caused me to become sick from 2015. The sun lies and thinks I am God and so makes me planet unity by such and it becomes a big subject, the thing about me having pain. So the root pain (Christ healed me that night saying of the lake of fire, that was in massive anxiety and both grandfather and grandmother in Norway had heartattack) is the forfathers of father and mother of my mother who, were forfathers make their children mostly like themselves and who , mothers family were butchers butchering for money and food happiness with the impure meat and food casuing sickness to them instead of removing themselves and the animals from life awareness with better tools. The anxiety from making the animals afraid and with the impure food eating causing sickness caused the hell anxiety and so caused the angry prophecy. "A good person has peace in him.." - Christ. So the animals now jail the butchers of the past to hell jail cause thats what was given to them. I saw one in Asia going to jail looking like Gregar.

I now gamble in some form of work and work for sites for the detached reason and it might take sometime. The yoga I do is "To not be" if not analyze why not by the non personal and do what I want to. Also to observe what is out in past simplicity and not try to attain a great state but rather detach as goal. I wasnt that smart, and a certain person made me bully, as I had anxiety much in this life, I am 44 years old and 4 times I have contacted others. Even though I got top grades in school in Greece when child I never studied and only studied few times and blocked the whole school time from 5 to 17 around as I was sick so I was just detaching from it all and so just had luck with grades. There was though my brother and a past person I met who believed I did this for fun but was work that became fun but I did it to detach.

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